jpa scholarship

alhamdulillah,i've got called for jpa scholarship interview...

i did not expect too much on this scholarship actually but since i've called for the interview,i promised myself to give more effort on the interview..

i will do my very best to gain confidence to face the interviewers...

n once again i did not put a high hope on this interview since i still confius what course should i take..

pliz pray for my success...

may Allah be by my side...alwiz..

kegeraman melanda...

Geram sungguh bile test jpj ku GAGAL!!

faham x???G.A.G.A.L

xde la geram sgt gagal tuh

pakcik jpj tu kate kereta tu mengundur time naik bukit

x rse pn mengundur kete tuh tp dah tuan tu kate undur,sye pn trime je la dgn hati yg terbuke..

ade kisah sbnrnye di sbalik test nih...haha

malas nak cite..buat sakit hati je...

yg penting sye brjaye meluahkan rse marah kt makcik IMKEDA tuh tanpa nanges!!

walaupun sbnrnye airmate dah ala2 lopak kt mate..hahaha

mulut dah herot berot nk cakap..

rakan2 sye tau gimana keadaan dan rupe sye nk mluahkn prasaan marah..

dlm marah of coursela kte mengungkit..haha

manusia+org mlayu plak tu..biasela

tpi bnde yg sye ungkit nih munasabah tau!!

act,sye x kesah sgt pasal mende tuh tp bile perang sudah meletus,apalagi!!

act mende tuh ialah kelewatan!!!

sye BENCI org yg x punctual!!!tau??xsuke..

tpi bile pikir cgu tuh da ajar sye n sye suke cre die ajar sye,saye biar kn je la

ye la...sye ade bnyk mse

can u imagine sye call nk konpemkn latihan kol 2

org yg angkat tepon tuh kate kol 12 ade kosong dik, nk x???

sye pn ok la..

then da siap kunci pintu ddk luar rmh pukul 11.55

tepon bunyi...

bukak balik pintu rumah,bukak kasut,angkat tepon..

sorila dik,kol 2 la yea..

sye pn ok je la

alih2 tau x die smpi kol bpe??/

cube teke...msti salah..3.15

drpd pkul 2.00-3.15 sye ddk kat luar rmah yg panas (garaj)

yea org akn kate sye BODOH...

tpi sye x suke buat org tunggu sye..

sye bayangkan kalo sye masok dlm umah,nnti tetibe cgu tuh dtg,bru nak kuar terhegeh-hegeh nk pakai kasut,nk kunci umah...org tunggu...x best..n sye lebih rela menunggu

org kate,kalo kite x suke menunngu kite jgn buat org tunggu kite..

TIPU!!!!!!!!

x pon!!

sye x penah dtg klas lmbat tau pakcik....15 minit b4 klas sye da dtg...

ni yg sedey nih..

patotnye test rabu lps,delay plak tuh...

bikin gua panas aje....haish

sabar biha,sabar..

x pela yg lmbt tu sye bole tolak ansur...

nasihat kpd mereka2 yg rase mereka itu bekerja di front desk,

pliz act like you're supposed to...

kat skola pon cgu ajar suruh tegor org elok2 tau,"ye pakcik,bole sye tolong"

brula org rse dpt layanan yg berbaloi dgn rm800 yg dilaburkn...

lps ni mereka yg kerja front desk patot diberi tempoh percubaan sebulan..layan pelanggan elok2

customer is alwiz right!n WE are supposed to be treated well..

bukan buat dono je..

kite plak terhegeh2 nak cakap ngan die kite nk ape..duh..

sori kepada kkk kerani yg kena MARAh ngan mama saye smalam...

sape suro ckp x brlapik...sopan sikit lain kali ye,kak...

x payahla tanye "faham????'

itu kurang sopan namenye...

cube bgitau prosedure yg sepatutnye...msti mak sye x marah

ataupun,"saye cube yea.."

xde la mama marah!!

okla,peringatan kpd diri sndiri:brani sketlain kali..

kepada RAJA AZMATUL AMIRAH : mmg x berkat!!aku fail

doakan sye retest 9 april nih...

ya allah,ampunkanlah dosa aku yg bermulut eh berjari lancang di blog nih..

berila aku lulus test jpj next 2 week...

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

mmmuaax~

reunion....

smalam pgi jj cheras slatan..ade reunion with my classmate drjh 6...

meriah2!cg azam pn dtg..hehehehe..mekaceh cg!

walaupn x sume dtg tp 15 org tu pn da meriah,x dpt nk bygkn kalo 46 org dlm register book tu dtg

msti huru hara jj tuh..the best thing was cg blanje makan!!!hahaha..snack plate sorang satu!!

lps makan,dah xtau nk buat ape..

jj tuh bkn ade mende pon..

nk karoke mahalla nk mampus...

then ktorg pon pgi la archade..main game knk2 kt ctu...

terserlah ketidakmatangan sume org!!hahahaha

tgk...sungguhla excited main baling2 bola nih...

jmpe balek besfren yg da lame gilak x jumpe!!!

miss u a lot la..

with dini....the 'organizer terjun'

miss u lor

ni sabrina...

hahaha..my besfren since 4 taun ouh..

1d,2r,3a,4c,5k,6d

sume same...

yup sye masuk asrama...jarang gile dah jmpe!!

smoge next time lgi ramai org dtg yea!!!!!

steamboat!

last sunday my family n i went to sunway...

jarang2 pegi situ sbnrnye

abah x tau jln n since along yg tau kdai tu,he drove all the way to the restaurant n also went back home..

sumpah susah gile nk cari parking..

banyak gile makanan kitorang amik

yela..mane penah makan steamboat slain kat johnny..hihi

udang punyela banyak..ketam lagi...fuuuh...mengancam!!superb la

yela..eat all u can

dgn icecream,marshmallow+choc

mmg bestla

n yg paling last abis mkn...x lain dan x bukan...SAYE ler!!

hahahah..sume dah abis makan...yela..udang tuh banyak,sape nk abiskan??saye jge!!ngeh3

ouh lpe nk gtau hargenye...hahah..rm20.90 per person

so,stelah ditambah,tolak,darab,bahagi..total=rm104.50

mama sponsor 100,along sponsor 4.50

hahaha..x aci tol!!!

sbnrnye ni cm celebrate my achievement in spm la..hehehe

x celebrate lgi since mama busy with ppm zon tengah..kol 11.30 bru balik..

okla..smpi di sini saje!!!tata..

happy birthday,KHAIRUN ADHNIZA!!

12 MARCH!!!

happy birthday my dearest friend,KHAIRUN ADHNIZA ADNAN!!

i texted her at 12.15am..hahaha..n she called me!!!

taula dpt call free..thanx for calling me ea sayang!!

she still sad due to her result,but dats okey...dear,

we talked for about half an hour!!!

naseb baek gune free-call die tuh..

lawak je bile die kate,ko la kawan aku yg first wish aku,biha..

orang lain dpt result bagos tros lupe kat aku!!

apela niza oii....sensitif plak...

ktorg gossip2...sye tpakse ltak tel,die nk call org laen plak..

hhehehe..buzy tpl minah nie!!

11 mac 2010

hari ni, bangun awal...

smangat nih nk amik result spm..

mama awal2 lagi dah ckp congratez..

belum ape2 pon...

mama kate 'ape2 pun result awk,mama ckp congratez dulu ea..'

haish...suspen..

dalam kete dgr hotfm..

ckp pasal result spm gak

huish...bertambah lago kekerapan degupan jantungku...

dtg skola lgi suspen...

duduk je dpn cg mior,dia bgi slip..

teros speechless....

alhamdulillah...straight a's

6a+,3a..

nmpknye Allah masih bgi aku peluang untuk berusaha

aku x jatuh tergolek-golek...hahaha

happy xtau nk ckp ape..

SEJARAH a+ tu yang rse best..

a pn skali je rse time trial...

ape2 pn,aku bsyukur dpt result nih

abah kate,patutnye dpt a pn da brsyukur..

awk duduk dgn org yg pandai2...

cube org yg blakang2 tuh

mst die sedey dgr org kate "slackla...dpt a"

hurm...btol gak..

yg kurang berjaya tuh,mgkin blum rezeki...

asalkan jgn putus asa n truskan usaha ( nasihat sye kpd diri sye dan rakan2 seperjuangan )

to yasmin nur n huda tajuddin,i know u both did u'r best

don't be sad.....ok??? :p

apepe pn, tahniah to all my friends,KUSESS 0509,6d(SKBTHO 04)

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!WE DID THE BEST

penderaan...

smalam hariz punye jari luka

kena besi mane tah

then,mama beria-ia suroh die sapu gel gamat

every 1/2 jam die ckp,letakla gel gamat....

then i talked to myself ' ala...aku nih calar balar badan lek je'

hahaha

deengki kat adik aku yg manje tuh

huhuhu

pastu bukakla cite pasal aku..

mama kate nabihah ni mmg...

mse die kecik2,ngeri ngan die

mane ade org stapler jari sndiri

die je,main2 stapler,stapler jari sndiri

tula aku...hahaha

mama smbg lgi..

tu x masuk die min pisau smpi luke...

bahaye bdak nih..

hahaha...ingat lagi pristiwa itu..

14 thn yg lalu

pakcik aku kawin mase tu..

sume org sebok hiris daun pandan nk buat bnge rampai

aku nk buat,mama x kasi

pastu mama pgi dapur

apelagi????cube jgn x cube

hahaa..guna pisau lipat..alaa pisau 20 sen tu..

kn die ade mcm bntuk 1/2 circle tu kan...

keinginan untk tau membuak-buak..

ape lagi..tekan tangan kt ctu...

darah pn membuak-buakla kuar..

hahaha..adela dlm 4,5 minit tahan..takot mama marah..haha

x tahan,ape lagi???nangisla

mmg pengalaman yg x bleh dlupakan...

mmg mningglkan parut kekal..hahaha

nasibla..jari cacat...rasenye my frenz sume tau cite nih..

bkk lgi citer...

mama mmg slalu marah aku kalo aku masuk dapur nih..

dulu2 la..

mane x nye,aku nih jenis yg suke menempel,menyandar..

kalu masak tuh,badan aku sure kena punye kat table top dapur tuh

dekatla ngn dapur+kuali

mane mama x ngeri??

hahaha..mama kate'hish...awak nih apsal ddk dkt sgt ngn kuali tuh??'

hahaha..

saye mmg suke masak..

luke dan terbakar akibat kuali panas,minyak panas n melecur mmg x terkirela banyaknye

nasib baik x meninggalkan parut kekal

haha

tgk budak nih..haish..basah lencun bju bsh pinggan!!

ade 1 lagi citer..

time nih drjh2...

pgi2 nk g skola ag..

kitorang mmg suke beratur gosok bju pagi2..

hahaha

pndi gosok bju sndiri tau!!!

pakai kain je time tuh

kain hijau

x pakai baju..yela ngh gosok baju la tu

in other way,half naked..

hahaha pheewit!!

eh time tuh masih kanak2 RIBENA...

blom ade aset2 wanita..

haha

spt biase saya menyandarkn badan kt iron board tu

ironla skali perut...

haish..

skali lagi,ia x meninggalkan parut kekal..

hahahaha

pastu mama ckpla...

along x mcm tuh..

die mmg berhati-hati..

mama bolehla percaye kalo tinggal die..

dulu,kalo mama nk g kdai,mmg bole harapla nk jage nabihah kt umah

mama suro die tgk,mmg smpi balik dri kdai,die tgk je..

syg jgak abg aku kt aku nih

yela..kalo ak kecik,die pn kecik jge

beza sethn je kot!!!

then ak kate..die tu dulu penakot!

cheh..mcm aku brani sgt!!

hakhakhak..

tgkla along sye jge sye!!!!

mmg bole dipercayai....

bagusnye dpt abang camnih!!hahaha..

thanx ye along..jge adikmu yg ngade2 ni..

mmg smpi besar aku cmni..

suke menyandar,menempel...

maksu kate aku x peka ngan keadaan sekeliling...

ngeh3..yeke???

ye kot...

kuat berangan...

mane ade org jln langgar pintu smpi brcalar tgn???

hahaha

jln langgar bucu tembok,bucu meja kt klas..

haish...dera diri sndirila aku nih..

mereka yg pernah sekelas ngan aku tau macamana aku suke menempel kat meja

hahaha

macam farah kate..biha ni malas berdiri!!

hahaha

maybe

org kuat berangan mmg mcm nih..

jatuh kat kusess tuh da bape kali pn x ingat da..

hahaha

sebuah perjalanan

tepat jam 11.00 a.m....

24 hours to go!!!!

esok,waktu ni la dadaku bakal sesak diasak oleh degupan jantung yg menggila...

huish..sgt berdebar,walaupun sekarang hanyan cebisannya sahaja yg dirasai..hahaha

kalu nak ikutkan pengalaman amik result pmr sblm nih...dlm kete mmg x b'suare...

cuak seyh...

mungkin mulut nih akan turut terkunci besok

hanya kunci yang sesuai yg bisa membuka mulut ku

RESULT SPM!!!

smalam time nak g dinner wif hariz,abah,mama,n maksu...

ckp pasal gred in spm which is for sure a+..

saya pn cakapla,org yg dapat straight a+'s tu mst gile pandai..

ntah sape la yg dapat tuh...

then mama kate,"nabihahla.."

slambe jek die kate..

hahahaha..tu ke yg mama nak????waaa...

high expectation which i couldn't sure that i'm able to achieve it..

muke ak nih mmg muke budak pandai ke???

smpai nenek n tok ayah pn tanye ak da apply nk g mane2 ke???

mama kate,tgk result la,kalau bagus applyla schorlarship mane2..

then nenek kate,xpe awak pandai...

huh???

mungkin sebab ak blom pnah jatuh tergolek-golek dgn teruk dalam hidup ini...

kalau jatuh pun,sekadar tergelincir dari landasan yg mmbolehkan ak bangun kmbali...

tapi kita kene ingat,hidup ni ade jatuh bangunnye...

tibe2 teringat dkt suhaida...

die sangatla kuat berusaha..tpi nasib slalu x menyebelahi die..

xtau mane silapnye...die selalu frust,sedeh,nangis2..

teringat aku prnh cakap kt die 'haida,xpe..maybe skarang kite susah,akn datang???sape tau..teruskan je usaha tu..jgn putus asa..'

ya..aku bersyukur dikurniakan nasib yang baik...

tpi bila memikirkan saat jatuh tergolek-golekku yg belum tiba,aku jadi cuak.........

apa-apa pun boleh jadi kan

perjalanan hidup aku amatla mudah dengan 5a dalam genggaman yg menjadi tiket untukku berjuang di bumi kusess..

BERLIAN yg berkilauan menjadi destinasi aku setiap tahun,diteruskan lagi dengan kejayaan 8a yg ditempa,nombor paling teruk sekadar 21..

ya,perjalanan hidupku sangat lancar..

siapa tahu apa yg jadi akan datang...

kadang2 aku jadi takut untuk menghadapi hidup yg mencabar sebab aku belum cukup simpanan pengalaman pahit yg boleh menguatkan aku untuk meneruskan hidup..

kekuatanku belum diuji...

mmg patutla aku nangis kena marah dgn cg eley

mmg patutla aku nangis kene marah dengan ms.shy

mmg patutla aku rase nk nangis mse kene sergah ngan cg mior yg suro bce jawapan walaupun x blaja lgi topik nih(padahal die x marah pun,haha)

hati aku cukup rapuh n belum cukup keras untuk menghadapi hari2 yg mendatang..

Ya Allah,bantulah aku untuk kuat dalam menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang

spm oh spm...

mlm tdi mimpi pelik ouh....
pelik + menakutkan....
u noe what????? i mimpi i dapat result spm...
yg takut nye,the result is 7a's 2b...
yg b tuh:bio n chemist...
i got a+ for bm,maths n +maths
mintak2 x betul!!!
i nak straight a's....
seminggu lebey je lgi...
bley plak mimpi mcm2..haish...suspen jek

pantun.....pantun

28 februari 2010....
last sunday i went to um to watch pesta pantun bestari..final : ukm vs kktm
mula2 mmg rase mcm it will be a boring long night since pegi sane ngan mama n her students..
paki baju kurung..bajet baik la..mama la nih..suruh org pakai baju kurung.
sekali,masuk je dewan tuh..bdak2 u tuh sume pakai jeans jek..
cheh..sume org ingt i ni cg pengiring bdak2 tuh...haish...tpaksala layan..
pastu fedtri yahya plak take over majlis as he was the jurupantun..
ingtkn bosan,but then the pantun was nice..
i mean not the skma badut pantun yg berbunga2 tuh..
it was act pantun yg santai2..klaka pn ade gak...
plus fedtri yahya yg suka mengarut tuh,mmg x krg gusi..
die mengarut using bahasa bunga2...mcm cg midza yg suka ckp pakai bhs berirama tu..
wa..rindu plak blaja bm ngan cg midza...
ble smpi tema jenaka,mmg mengarut abis...
ade satu pantun tu bunyi die camni...

*****pembayang die x ingat *****
apekah******mlm pertama,
tudung dibuka halkum terjojol.

p/s : *** tu x ingat..

i was like 'haaaaa???' boleh ek pantun camnih???
hahaha...lawak sungguh...
xde la skema cam pantun kt skola..
anugerah die pun merepek..

busana terbaikla
pemantun plg popularla
pemantun ' burung di atas awan ' la

act,that night was quite fun plus dpt mkn makanan cg,sate beb..
hahaha...untung jgak menyamar jd cg x berlesen nih..hahaha